Up until now I’ve kept the blog pretty positive. Trying to
find the good in the horrible situation we’re in has been what gets me out of bed
in the morning. But I can’t go any longer without admitting it – some days just
suck.
We all have these days, and lately they've been happening a lot. We all thought that it would get easier the more time passed, but it comes in waves. One day, we're okay. And the next we spend the entire day in bed.
Some days,
it’s too hard to focus on the good things. Our
hearts hurt and we cry. We get angry at life and God. We ask why a lot. Because
it truly makes no sense to have lost two men as amazing as you and Seth. It feels
like we won’t be able to go on, and that life will never get better.
“Weeping may endure
for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.”
Psalm 30:5
Still, we
have to believe that it will get better. We have to believe that there
will be happier days. We have to be thankful for each day we make it through. But
some days, we just miss you too much.
Love, Bubba
Prayers for your breaking heart. <3
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